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well.....lets start here.the life of me?whaT AM I TO EXPECT.The same old thing going nowere  in this thing we call life?Sure feels like it everyday!Boyfriend that wants to call himself my husband but never shows me that we are # 1..I've been married 2 times have 8 children and still looking for that speacial someone.I don't know how to blog but i think it is the only way i can stay sane at the moment.I've been wathching movie after movie on how to blog i just don't get it,but tonight i do.My BIG question is will I ever catch up with the real world?I am so bad that i don't even know what i am getting myself into most of the time.The world of technology.(WERE EVERYONE POST THEIR REAL LIFE IN FRONT OF EVERYONE......WERE Do we draw the line at our intimate Life?Is this it? Writing down our thoughts and our feelings wishing someone out will understands us on that level seriously come on now is that were we are as humans? Sharing  with the whole world?Is this what my childeren have to look forward to?Well yes it is................